Wisuda itu awal hidup baru

Pas lagi sidang sarjana deg deg annya luar biasa.aku lupa tepatnya tanggal berapa. tgl 2/3 november dah. itu rasanya bener bener pengen di eksekusi dah semacam besok hidup atau mati. tapi, setelah kelar pengumuman dan di imumkan kalo para mahasiswa yang ikut sidang sarjana saat itu semuanya lulus dengan minimal ada yang dapet B. kadang nilai A atau B ga peduli yang penting mah ga usah ngulang untuk 6sks 🙈. tapi lagi lagi alhamdulillah akunya dapet A. rasanya ya ga sia sia aja berasa pertempuran selama ini terbayar tuntas. begadang selama ini bener bener terbayarkan.
sehari dua hari masih happy banget dengan status ST namun keesokannya mulai bingung mau ngapain sekarang bukan anak kuliahan lagi yang ada jadwal hari ini atau besok kemana ngapain. hara huru pengangguran belom bener bener terasa toh masih ngurusin buat wisudahan.
5 desember 2013. saat toga bener bener udah dikenakan. mulai beban berat yang sebenernya nyantol di pundak. terang saja keesokan harinya aku jadi pengangguran. hidup yang sesungguhnya baru dimulai beroh. perjuangan seutuhnya baru mulai. kemarin dan beberapa tahun yg sudah dilewatkan di bangku sd smp sma kuliah itu hanya menyiapkan senjata perang sesungguhnya baru dimulai. bagaimana kelanjutan hidup aku? aku berlabuh dimana aku kelak? apakah semua sesuai dengan rencanaku? waullahualam.

How the way you express your pain?

Hello world. hello blog. 

Udah lama ya ga mampir disini. Ga curhat disini. Do you miss? yes you miss me same like i do. (pede abis dah). Anyway, banyak banget yang pengen aku curhatin di blog ini. mungkin bakalan ada banyak new entrie in my home in my lovely blog. i hope i can etter after i tell you about my life. Because, if i tell you about my life, it is a good way to express my feeling. You know what sometimes everybody don"t know how the way express their feelng. They can express how upset they are, how poor they are. Sometimes, some people is easy to show how much they are in happy. But, they are so hard to tell about their pain, their broken hearted. Good way to express the feeling, it can give you some motivations some new spirit. But if you can't express your pain, your broken hearted it will become a disaster. So many examples that can we see. Such as De sara's case. According to my opinion it happened because Hafitdz can't express his pain in good way. So he did it. But let we see the example of people who can express their pain in good way such as Ir. B. J. Habibie. Yaa as we know he get succesful in create a novel which is tell about his wife, Ibu Ainun. He tell about how he loves Ibu Ainun so much, How pain that he feld. But, after he finished tell about all of his feeling he become be better. The other example, People who expressed their feeling in god way is my idol, Taylor swift. Yaaa, when she was broken she created lyrics. And now we can enjoy the song's.

Ok, so that's why i coose to tell everything about my pain, about my broken feeling in this lovely blog. i hope i can reach some anergy positive after i tell all of them.